uh....what the hell just happened

Ok. So I finally mustered up enough balls to ask you what the hell was going on and you said that I wasnt really your girlfriend because your parents dont know about me but that you really like me. You also said that you are going to be spread really really thin during the school year and that outside of church im not going to see you. How is that ANY different from the summer time? Honestly, if you really liked me like you claim to, you would put forth the effort and make time to see me. You are full of shit and im not putting any more energy into contacting you. If you want to talk to me thats cool but im really really just dont with trying to get your attention when you dont want mine. In the beginning, yeah, i believe that you really liked me because you would send me messages and when we were both on facebook ....which by the way is a really lame way to try to contact me.... you would message me. Now when i sign on its like im not even there. You dont give a shit. Fuck you. Im not going to deny that I do like you and that I do enjoy the time we spend together but im not going to keep putting myself out there just to feel like im getting nothing in return. Intense friends? Try acquaintances. You know nothing about me.