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FUck fuckf uckf ckf cufkc.... basically im going insane. I need to get the hell out of here. away from this life im living. Im going to the counselor tomorrow to get some much needed help before I go absolutely freakin nuts. I cant even explain how I am feeling....for the most part I feel nothing..complete numbness to every emotion possible. I need to get out of my skin. Why do I want the attention of the worst people life has to offer? why do I like the broken people in this world. Its like if they arent really really broken I could give two shits about them. Fuck this life.fuck this stupid game that people play. THats what life is.... its a sick stupid fucking ame that people play and how do you win? You fuck over as many people as possible. I lose all the fucking time and im sick and tired of being this person. Please plase please... save me from myself. I am completely off my rocker and I need someone to save me. Put me in a jacket so at least I can hug yself.....no one else will.