My blogs are always too long.

IM GOING TO BE AN AUNT!
My best friend is having a baby and she said that I can be one of the aunts. Im kind of scared but also excited for her. Shes only 18 and she just graduated from HS. She has her whole life in front of her and im scared that she wont be able to live her life because she has a child. Things will work out though because she has her parents to help her out.

I started my job two days ago and it is so easy but not at the same time. I just have to stand there and do the cashier thing but i get so tired of just standing there and some people are so rude. Its also kind of nerve wracking because in the store, they sell alcohol and cigarettes and I have to tell whether I think someone is of age to buy the stuff. Whenever someone comes over and has alcohol or wants cigarettes I think about the time I went to the quikie mark and bought cigarettes at the age of 18 when the age is 19. Even though it was one year difference... the guy didnt card me. Whatever I guess. I just dont want to go to jail.

I always feel like awkward people are attracted to me. Now ... when I say attracted to me I mean it in both ways like "sexually" and just like friendship wise. Today for example, I was working at this one register for a half hour at the end of my shift and the kid next to me was a little off. Every time I wasnt ringing someone up he was talking to me about how long ive been working there and other random stuff that I just kind of smiled at and ignored. He said one thing to me that made me go .... wtf is this kid talking about. He goes "your just three steps below me." and I thought... Im not below you... at all.....So I turned to him and asked what he meant by that. Now... ive never met this kid in my life until like 5 minutes before i had this little conversation with him. He goes "On the schedule, you are three spots below me." .....? How the ...WHy.... ????... Why does he know that? Ive never even seen my own schedule let alone would I know the names of the people around me. It freaked me out a little bit. I think that people who are a little bit off see that im a push over and they feel comfortable and accepted or something... Or maybe they will just talk to anyone ...even themselves and hope that someone answers..

Confusion.

Peace to your mama

Stephanie-son The ninja

nitty gritty

I deleted this blog

Volcanic Eruption

Oh I love this blogger thing...Its such a great out let.

So the time has finally come... I GOT A JOB...FOR REAL! I went in today to hand in all of my paperwork and they gave me hours and everything. Im going to be working at the foodstore that I worked at last year before I went to PCI. I felt so special when I walked in because the kid working behind the counter remembered who I was and we started talking about nothing really interesting until the manager came out. The manager somehow found out that I sing opera which is weird because I have never met this man in my life nor have I told anyone that works there. Well he asked me to sing for me and I said no. I find that funny.... You go somewhere and someone knows that you sing and thinks that youll just sing for them right there in the middle of a food store. Well anyway.... this kid other kid working behind the counter was like wait you sing... im the only person who can sing around here (totally joking) and I told him I would challenge him when I started working.. It was funny.

Oh working.... its kind of bitter sweet because I NEED money but I wont have any free time to do anything if I wanted to randomly go and hang out with people. This week...my first week back.... I have 24 hours and 6 of them are on the fourth of July... Oh well... I got what I wanted.

ALSO now that I am working Im not going to have time to learn my music for school. I need so much time to learn my new music. I have 8 or 9 new songs that I need to learn by the time I get back to school and I dont have a piano and I cant sing in the house. How in the fuckin world am I going to manage this? Yeah..... To anyone who said that being a music major is easy and all I do is sing all day and go to rehearsal... Go to hell.... I hate that. I want all those people to live in my or any other musicians shoes for 2 weeks and see how it is. UGH!!!! Sorry about that. I just get so annoyed when people think that being a performer is so easy. Well if you think that its easy.. All I can say is thank you because that means im doing a good job. ALSO! I dont have a guaranteed job when I get out of school. You have to be the best of the best of the best to make it and if you are having an off day or your a little bit sick your screwed! Ok I need to stop.

I dont know what else to write.

Cant wait to see some of you Rowan people soon.. You should know who you are.

Peace and Love Always

Pinkey

Ay Dios Mio

Here I am!! :)
No I didnt fall into a volcano or get abducted by aliens like the tabloids are saying. I just went to NY for my best friends graduation party. :)
I tried to update this the day I got back but my computer, being the piece of shit that it is, died on me and I lost the long blog I wrote.
THURSDAY:
I woke up at 10 because I figured Clairessa and Coco (my friends) were going to get to my house around 1 or 2 giving me enough time to pack, shower and clean. Boy was I wrong. When I woke up, I saw that I had a text from Coco asking where I lived. I called her and asked her where she was and she said that they wer a town over from where I live. I freaked out and tried to help them as much as I could in my frantic state. They eventually found their way to my house and had to wait for me to take a shower and pack and than we were on our way. Nothing too eventful happened that night aside from one thing that I am not allowed to say on here. Im scared of who might be reading.
FRIDAY:
Friday coco and I woke up in the afternoon and showered so that we could go to clairessas moms school and meet this young boy Isaiah. Isaiah was burned about a year ago and he was going to be going to the same camp that the three of us had gone to and he wanted to ask questions and stuff. He was a little bit nervous but we broke him in by playing UNO with N*sync playing cards while he drank chocolate syrup out of someone elses bottle. After that we went on this awesome slide and went home. After the school we had about 3 hours to get ready and get to the party so we decided to get our nails done. Coco and I got Pedicures and Clairessa and her mom got manicures and pedicures. Getting our nails done took a lot longer than we expected and we got out of the salon by 6. The party started at 6:30 and we werent dressed yet. We got there at 6:30 and partied it up until we couldnt party anymore. Good times. OH and there was a fire drill and when the fire fighters came to stop the alarm coco and I got so excited and we started to cheer for them. Twas funny.. Only the burned kids can make that happen.
SATURDAY:
On Saturday, we went to the city and visited some firefighters who are also counselors at the camp we went to. I dont remember what else we did.
Sunday:


Sunday we went to the beach. It wasnt really beach weather but we didnt care. We got to the beach and it was kind of cold but again we didnt care. We went into the water and it was freezing so we inched our way in. The waves were really rough and ended up knocking us over many times. I lost my ring and im kind of upset about it. THANK GOD it wasnt my graduation ring though. That shit costs $300. After the beach we went to target in our bathin suits and went shopping for dry clothes. We werent smart enough to bring them but whatever. I got these awesome and really comfortable bermuda shorts and a white shirt. Im not a fan of white but i didnt really see anything else. From target we went to the city to see another fire fighter. We got to see him for like 3 minutes because he got a call and had to go on the truck and go save lives. That was that and we went on our way.



Monday:
Monday I didnt really do anything during they day. When we left the house we went to see another firefighter at his house and we stayed there for like 6 hours. haha Clairessa and Coco took me home from there and we parted. When Coco met my brother she thought he was cute. Everyone says that... but I dont really see it.

Since ive been home i have been bored. Today I went food shopping because my brother was getting pissy because he didnt have his pinepple cottage cheese. EW! He was happy when he got home until him and my other brother got into a HUGE fight. I hate it when my brothers fight because I always have to be the mediator or theyll kill each other. This is why I cant wait to go back to school. At the same time, Im scared to leave because who is going to keep them from beating the shit out of each other. Oy vey.....

OH! Shout out to Justin! Im not trying to steal your sign off thing. I just got bored.

For now everyone....

Shalom

Steph-monster

Here we go again with my rambling!

Ok so yesterday I woke up around 11 to my phone ringing and it was my friend Joey from HS and he wanted to know if I wanted to go to Sea Side with him and a few other people... I decided hell to the yeah. So I showered and hurried myself over to his house. It took us about an hour to get there but it didnt feel like it because we talked and laughed the whole way. When we got there, bought tickets and went on a few rides. Let me tell you! They had one of those scary houses that you sit in a car with one other person and you just ride through the house.... well that was THE SCARIEST! "haunted" house ive ever been in. Normally I laugh at them but I was legit. screaming.
After that, we went on a scrambler that was in the dark. To get to the ride you had to walk through this little tunnle thing and this tube was spinning around it. I couldnt walk through it because I kept falling over.. It was really weird.
After the two rides we walked over to get some food and we got the BIGGEST slices of pizza I have ever seen in my life.
After the Pizza we went over to one of those places where you dress up in costumes and get you picture taken. We had a LOT of fun with that... haha The guy who was taking the pictures kept hitting on my friend liz ....asking her if she wanted help taking her costume off and telling her that if she bought the costume she was wearing it would be GREAT for foreplay.. Yeah very funny.
We got our pictures and went to my friend Ilyssas beach house. We got some water and headed over to the ebach which was like 3 houses over. We played tis random game, played with crunchy sand and slashed around in the water. That it was a really good time

After getting some ice cream, we headed back to joeys house where we played Mad Gab and this card game called Dutch Blitz. I am totally going to go out and buy both games because they so much fun.

TODAY:
Today I woke up to Ilyssa calling me and I think I scared her because I guess I sound scary when I just wake up. Sorry ID. I showered and got dressed and drove over to liz's house. Ilyssa and I went to her voice lesson where I just tagged along so that I could surprise my voice teacher and let her know how I was doing. After the lesson we went back to Liz's house and just hung out by playing dutch blitz. I got to see my Little and than I decided it was time to go home.
I had to get home so I could pack and get to sleep early.
Tomorrow to Sunday I am going to NY for my friends Graduation party. My friend clairessa and Coco are going to be there and I miss them so much. It should be a lot of fun. :)
I dont know what else to write. I do miss everyone from Rowan so I hope to see you all soon!

Tata for now

Peace, love and chicken grease

Stephu

Dyno-mite

Ok so today was a probably the busiest (sp) day i've had all summer even though I didnt do a lot. Thats kind of sad haha..

I woke up around 12:30 because my mom called me to wake me up for my doctors appointment. I wasn't a happy camper but I got up anyway because I really wanted to go to this appointment. So I showered, got dressed and left for my appointment.
I drove to the office after cashing a check from my g-ma and I got sooooo lost. I drove around the building like 3 times until I found the section I was supposed to be in but I was still lost. I walked around this one building for like 10 minutes until I realized that it was the wrong building haha... I had never been to this place before so it was ok.
So I went into the office... blah blah blah. I had this thing on my back that was bothering me and with my g-mas history of skin cancer I wanted to get it checked out. The doctor came in and looked at it and said that it looked fine but that there was something else on my back that looked suspicious. That scared me a little bit. :\. 2 minutes later this nurse came in and shot my back with some novacaine and I started crying because im a little bitch and im terrified of needles. After that they cut whatever off of my back and sent me packin.

On my drive home I realized that I had a lot of money and time to kill so I thought about getting my hair done. For a long while now I have been contemplating getting my hair body waaved. For those of you who dont know what that is... its like a perm but not as curly. Im just so sick of my hair being straight. Whatevs.. So I ended up chickening out and went to a store to look at dressy clothes for this grad. party im supposed to be going to this weekend. I came up with nothing
:( Oh well... I still have a lot of money and its always fun to play dress up even if your not interested in buying anything.

When I got bored I came home and ate dinner and went to my Interview for the movies.
The interview was very casual and the lady said that she would check my refrences and get back to me so im pretty excited. If I get the job im going to be working the concession stand which is eh.. but its money that I didnt have before and its time that I would be doing nothing.

I like interacting with people .... 'tis fun. Its funny because before my interview I was talking to the kid who was selling tickets and he said that he HATED working there and that he was quitting soon. He also told me that he was going to be going to school in Ohio and that he WANTED to go to tcnj but they never got back to him. If this situation happened like 2 months ago it wouldnt have gone the same way because every day I am becoming more comfortable with myself which makes it easy for other people to be comfortable with me. OH by the way... this kid was reeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy cute and I wasnt intimidated! YAY haha

Um when I got home I tried to explain things to my mom but she didnt want to hear it so I watched some tv and went for a jog. I jogged the whole thing without walking and I felt SO accomplished. Im sure some of you are reading this and saying ..... jogging without stopping is not that exciting steph.. but for my tubby ass it is. Im really trying to get into better shape for when I see people in July and for when I got to Maryland in August. It will also help me with my singing because I will have an easier time supporting and everything... im not going to get into the technical stuff with that but yeah...

So that was my drawn out and boring day. Sorry if that made no sense and that most of the sentences are incomplete and wrong. When I write this... its kind of a stream of thoughts just exploding through my fingers onto the screen.

I hope SOMEONE is actually reading this... if not.... at least Ill have it to look back on when im all old and wrinkly.

Peace out girl scouts!! (damn they make good cookies)

Steffers

Happy Happy Joy Joy

Today was a good day!! :)

First I woke up and took a shower like a normal day. When I was done getting ready, it started to rain and my mom realized that her car windows were open so I dashed outside and saved the day by closing her moon roof and her driver side window. At that point I decided it was an awesome idea to start dancing in the rain and so I did. My hair got soaked along with all of the clothing on my body. My mom took pictures and it was a good time. Maybe... if I can figure out how to put pictures on here I will show ya'll some of them.

My family came over and we had a fathers Day/ My birthday get together and it was nice. My whole family came over and we had food and hung around and talked about how we were all doing. We also planned our family vacation. We are going to Maryland at the beginning of August and were staying at this really nice hotel. The hotel has an indoor and outdoor pool, a game room, a work out room, a tanning bed and its right on the water. So yeah. I love long car rides, especially with my cousin because we are both ridiculous and we make each other laugh. The last time we went on a family vacation we went to myrtle beach to drop my brother off at college. Me and my cousin made these signs and held them against the window to tell people that we liked their cars and to honk at us and stuff. It saved us from paying attention to the barry manilow that my aunt insisted on playing all 12 hours down there. haha. Finally when we got near our destination we saw all of these signs for south of the border and by seeing all of the signs we got so excited! All we wanted to do was see the south of the border and buy fireworks. When we got there, it was this run down almost dirt road with a few stores and we werent allowed to buy the fireworks because our parents said no. That trip was interesting. I ended up getting in a HUGE fight with my grandma and she called me a bitch and it was just crazy. I can laugh about it now. That was such a good trip and I hope that the trip to Maryland is even better.

Other good news today!
I finally got a call from one of the places that I applied to. I applied to the movie theater like 2 or 3 weeks ago and they finally called me to have an interview. I really hope they hire me because im so bored lately and I need money.... BAD! I would work from opening to closing if they wanted me to. Gas is just so expensive these days that I need any money I can get. My grandma gave me some money for my birthday today but money goes fast. I plan on getting my hair done, a digital camera and some kind of voice lessons during the summer so yeah... I NEED MOOLAH!

Onto some not so exciting news.
After my family left today my mom had to go to the store to get her lottery numbers and so I went with her. I wanted to go for a walk so after she bought her numbers we drove down to the beachfront which is like 30 seconds by car and we started walking. While I was walking I saw this ADORABLE! cat and it had a collar so I told my mom to call the number. She did and the owner said she would be right there because that was the second call she got. So my mom told me to pick up the cat so we could walk over to the front of this little restaurant and wait for the lady to come. Well at first the cat didnt mind being held but after about a minute she started flipping out and she scratched my had. Now I have an ugly scratch down the middle of my palm. It hurts. :( Oh well

So thats my life right now. I will post back soon to write about my interview and say whether or not I got the job.

Holla Holla ...

Peace out!

Stephanie

Hola Hello Aloha

Howdy there to all of you precious people reading this blog. Haha...

Im actually going to try to keep this blog going unlike the 4 or 5 other blogs that I have.

Nothing interesting is going on lately. Im waiting to get a job and im waiting to go to New York. In New York im going to my friends Grad Party and its going to be a lot of fun! Im going to be at her families apartment with her and my other really good friend CoCo. I havent seen them since the winter so I really miss them. When we are together really funny things happen so its going to be a lot of fun. There is a video on my facebook of an adventure we had in Boston. If you cant see the video I will explain it to you.

So my friend Clairessa was driving around Boston trying to find the way out but we just kept passing the same things over and over again. Keep in mind people.... we had one of those GPS things that is supposed to give you directions. YEAH they dont really help. I think it was trying to kill us because it was telling us to turn down one ways and into building and stuff. Pretty wild. So the video is me taping my friend coco dancing in the back seat to spanish music, us seeing a strech limo that we had seen about 3 times before and coco talking about how the GPS doesnt have a uterus or a homing device which is why we couldnt get home. Obviously we got back to cocos house. Haha.. So yeah im banking on a good time.

UM!!! Now im just going to rant about or explain some other things that have been going on.

#1- I totally got a full scholarship to go to school! I am so excited! It covers tuition which is the bulk of what I use my school loans for. Hopefully now I will have money to pay for gas and groceries so that I can eat and get around. :)

#2- A friend of mine told me about a month ago that he was in love with me. That kind of freaked me out. I didnt and dont know how to react to it because I dont feel the same way. He is going to be gone for another 2 or 3 months so I have time to think about it and let him come to his senses.

#3- If your reading this and you know how I am normally VERY passive.... well dont expect me to be SO passive anymore. I have come to my senses and I have grown some balls. I am going to stand up for myself from now on because I realize that no one deserves to be treated like shit. If people dont like how I really am they can find someone else to hang out with. Dont get me wrong. I am still going to be nice to people but if someone gets on my nerves theyre going to know about it.

I dont know what else to write for today.

Peace and Love
Stephanie