HEY....No I didnt die off or fall into a quarry. I just dont think anything is worth blogging about.
This blog is going to be pretty boring but I felt like I needed to write it because I have been negelectful. SOOO. Lately i've just been doing what I do all the time which is rehearse, hang out, smile, relax, and freak out. The relaxing and freaking out kind of go hand in hand because I relax too much and so I procrastinate. When I procrastinate I freak out because I dont have time to do things. UGH. Whatever.
The pasta party on Friday was good. The pasta was delicious and the cheese cake was good even if it was Kae Lanis first time making it.
I love college. Every day I become happier with myself and more comfortbale with myself and I couldnt have asked for anything more. It was about time for a change.. haha
Wilson Hall is making me sick. They are tarring the roof or something like that and the fumes are making so many people sick. One girl that I know isnt supposed to go to class because she cant breath. She has gone to the hospital a few times and they put her on Steroids but thats just insanity. You cant go to class because you cant breath. whatever...
That is all I can think of to inform you beautiful people of at the moment.
Bon Voyage
Micaela
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Phun in Philly
Ok.... this story is pretty funny.
So yesterday I went shopping with my friend Deb because I wanted more shirts so that I didnt have to wash my clothes every week. I ended up buying one dress shirt and we went back to campus to eat and watch the laser show. The laser show started later than we thought it did so we went over to a recital that was going on in Wilson until the laser show started. The laser show was really trippy and I would def. see it again. Sorry im trying to rush through the beginning of my day so that I can get to the eventful things. So I got back to my apartment and Deb called me because her gay friend Andy (that is important info kinda) was visiting and wanted to go to a gay club in philly. So I went over there and we started driving and we almost turned onto a set of train tracks because the roads in glassboro are really confusing.
Ok so we get into Philly and Andy was going to park in a parking garage but Deb said that he could find better parking on the street so off we went to find a better paring spot. We ended up finding a spot in front of a hair salon in the "gaybourhood" and we walked a few blocks to the club. The club was fun because I got to dance like a white girl and see some very interesting sights. When we left we walked back those few blocks and we had people offer us drugs and some random guy tried to make out with Andy. So we get back to the hair salon and the car was gone. Andy was freaking out because what else was he supposed to do. We found a cop who helped us a little bit with finiding the car at the towing place and he almost gave a ride there but than he remembered that he had to be a total douche bag and kept up his image. So we were talking and trying to see how much money we all had and I was the only person with a debit card so I had to fron the cab fare, the towing costs, and I paid for andys ticket because he didnt want his parents to find out about it. If they dont give me the money there are going to be problems.
The whole time I really didnt care though because I thought it was so funny. Im really happy that I am able to see the fun or humor in bad situations because I would be a horrible wreck. One of the girls didnt think that she was going to have to pay anything and Deb flipped a shit on her which was kind of sad because she didnt say anything back.
Cab fare- $20
Getting your car out of impound- $125
Parking ticket- $41
Memories created in the process- Priceless
I have a few pictures of the event but i dont feel like loading them right now.
"Dont worry... or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum."
The Veg Head
So yesterday I went shopping with my friend Deb because I wanted more shirts so that I didnt have to wash my clothes every week. I ended up buying one dress shirt and we went back to campus to eat and watch the laser show. The laser show started later than we thought it did so we went over to a recital that was going on in Wilson until the laser show started. The laser show was really trippy and I would def. see it again. Sorry im trying to rush through the beginning of my day so that I can get to the eventful things. So I got back to my apartment and Deb called me because her gay friend Andy (that is important info kinda) was visiting and wanted to go to a gay club in philly. So I went over there and we started driving and we almost turned onto a set of train tracks because the roads in glassboro are really confusing.
Ok so we get into Philly and Andy was going to park in a parking garage but Deb said that he could find better parking on the street so off we went to find a better paring spot. We ended up finding a spot in front of a hair salon in the "gaybourhood" and we walked a few blocks to the club. The club was fun because I got to dance like a white girl and see some very interesting sights. When we left we walked back those few blocks and we had people offer us drugs and some random guy tried to make out with Andy. So we get back to the hair salon and the car was gone. Andy was freaking out because what else was he supposed to do. We found a cop who helped us a little bit with finiding the car at the towing place and he almost gave a ride there but than he remembered that he had to be a total douche bag and kept up his image. So we were talking and trying to see how much money we all had and I was the only person with a debit card so I had to fron the cab fare, the towing costs, and I paid for andys ticket because he didnt want his parents to find out about it. If they dont give me the money there are going to be problems.
The whole time I really didnt care though because I thought it was so funny. Im really happy that I am able to see the fun or humor in bad situations because I would be a horrible wreck. One of the girls didnt think that she was going to have to pay anything and Deb flipped a shit on her which was kind of sad because she didnt say anything back.
Cab fare- $20
Getting your car out of impound- $125
Parking ticket- $41
Memories created in the process- Priceless
I have a few pictures of the event but i dont feel like loading them right now.
"Dont worry... or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum."
The Veg Head
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Wheel Barrel Madness
I dont know how to start this blog today so im just going to jump in.
Im going to start with Thursday. Ok ... so thursday I had an audition for the opera scenes and I wanted to do really well because I want to get a good part in the opera scenes this year. So I got all dressed up and I went into my audition and when I got in there my voice teacher told the other judge that I didnt have a voice on wednesday which was the day before. When she said that, I was a little bit afraid to do well because I didnt want her to think that I was lying to her. When I started singing I didnt care and I forced the sound out and I dont think I did half bad. So from there I went food shopping with Debbie than we went to go eat and fun stuff like that. From there I went to the computer lab and Justin met me there and we went to go check out RAH. He rode a bull which was pretty funny and we left because there wasnt much else to do and I was waiting for Sara to call me. When Sara called me we went over to Debs and did our thing.
Friday- When I woke up I wasnt feeling to hot so I slept through both of my classes and woke up around 11:30 to a fire alarm. When I got back in from the alarm I got a call from Kae Lani and she wanted to do something so I said yea and we invited Justin over and long story short we made CANDIES! It took forever and a lot of chocolate to get it semi-alright but no one will know the difference. Thanks Justin for the Extra fridge room! :) So that night... I went over to Saras and I was a little bit afraid that her it was going to be like 4 people just awkwardly looking at each other all night but that was only half of the night. haha Eventually people wandered in from the rain and we had a pretty good time. I had some very interesting thoughts that night about myself, substances and Harriet Tubman and if you are wondering about that than just ask. So when Sara left her apartment with a bunch of people still sitting around, Justin, his friend Keith, Antoine and myself all left and went back to Justins and just messed around. Sock puppets are hilarious.
Saturday- I tried my hardest to do nothing all day but when my friend Deb called me to do something I got the idea to get up. Shortly after that Justin asked me if I was going to the Bouncing souls and that gave me the motivation to get off my ass and do something. We didnt stay there very long and when I got back to edgewood I went for a walk. The walk was much needed because I needed some time to reflect and just relax. The sounds of the crickets and everything like that was very peaceful and put me in a very calm and strange mood. When I got back to my apartment from my walk, Sara called me to play a game and so I asked Justin to come with me and we went over and played for a little while. It was nice.
Now I am just sitting here writing this blog and thinking. I literally just had two firedrills in a row which was a bit of a pain but it could always be worse.
"Because I knew you, I have been changed for good."
-Nonnie
Im going to start with Thursday. Ok ... so thursday I had an audition for the opera scenes and I wanted to do really well because I want to get a good part in the opera scenes this year. So I got all dressed up and I went into my audition and when I got in there my voice teacher told the other judge that I didnt have a voice on wednesday which was the day before. When she said that, I was a little bit afraid to do well because I didnt want her to think that I was lying to her. When I started singing I didnt care and I forced the sound out and I dont think I did half bad. So from there I went food shopping with Debbie than we went to go eat and fun stuff like that. From there I went to the computer lab and Justin met me there and we went to go check out RAH. He rode a bull which was pretty funny and we left because there wasnt much else to do and I was waiting for Sara to call me. When Sara called me we went over to Debs and did our thing.
Friday- When I woke up I wasnt feeling to hot so I slept through both of my classes and woke up around 11:30 to a fire alarm. When I got back in from the alarm I got a call from Kae Lani and she wanted to do something so I said yea and we invited Justin over and long story short we made CANDIES! It took forever and a lot of chocolate to get it semi-alright but no one will know the difference. Thanks Justin for the Extra fridge room! :) So that night... I went over to Saras and I was a little bit afraid that her it was going to be like 4 people just awkwardly looking at each other all night but that was only half of the night. haha Eventually people wandered in from the rain and we had a pretty good time. I had some very interesting thoughts that night about myself, substances and Harriet Tubman and if you are wondering about that than just ask. So when Sara left her apartment with a bunch of people still sitting around, Justin, his friend Keith, Antoine and myself all left and went back to Justins and just messed around. Sock puppets are hilarious.
Saturday- I tried my hardest to do nothing all day but when my friend Deb called me to do something I got the idea to get up. Shortly after that Justin asked me if I was going to the Bouncing souls and that gave me the motivation to get off my ass and do something. We didnt stay there very long and when I got back to edgewood I went for a walk. The walk was much needed because I needed some time to reflect and just relax. The sounds of the crickets and everything like that was very peaceful and put me in a very calm and strange mood. When I got back to my apartment from my walk, Sara called me to play a game and so I asked Justin to come with me and we went over and played for a little while. It was nice.
Now I am just sitting here writing this blog and thinking. I literally just had two firedrills in a row which was a bit of a pain but it could always be worse.
"Because I knew you, I have been changed for good."
-Nonnie
Thursday, September 11, 2008
All Smiles
Life is looking up lately and I feel like the pieces are starting to fall into place. This blog isnt much this time around because sometimes I jsut like to get things down on paper... or documented if you will. When things start to come together, something always seems to rattle things up. Im starting to accept that fact and it sort of makes things more interesting. This boy that I have known for about 9 years or so told me at the beginning of the summer that he loved me which really freaked me out and I was kind of taken aback by it but things started to calm down and I sort of forgot about it. About a half hour ago he told me that it would make him happy to be in a relationship but an open relationship would probably be best. I dont want to ruin our friendship but I just dont see him in that way. Im sorry if you are reading this but thats just how life is sometimes.
Thank you to everyone in my life right now. You have made me into a person that I can respect and love. I know that sounds a bit cheesy but I loves me some mozzarella.
Forever,
Stephanie Rhiannon
Thank you to everyone in my life right now. You have made me into a person that I can respect and love. I know that sounds a bit cheesy but I loves me some mozzarella.
Forever,
Stephanie Rhiannon
Sunday, September 7, 2008
SOOOOOO
So lately...... I've been trying to keep myself busy. Lets back track shall we?
Thursday night I went to my friends Deb and Jills apartment for Beer fest. I had a sip of Natural Ice but it tasted like ass so I didnt drink a whole one and than I had two sips of some kind of Malibu something and I was happy. For anyone who has never had malibu.. It smells like sun tan lotion. Ok.. So nothing really happened that night other than that.. I went back to my apartment and of course everyone was sleeping so I had to be all quiet but it was alright.
Friday! I had a 9 o' clock class and than I waited around for Kae Lani to finish up with her ish so that we could go and do what we needed to do. Around 12 we met up and went off to her house so she could get her stuff together and than we headed off to the mall. At the mall she bought some awesome clothes and I dont really think I bought anything. From the mall we went to my apartment and I helped her straighten her hair. That took quite a while but it was sooooo worth it because it looked awesome. We started to get hungry so we went to PB's and got some eats and than headed over to Justins apartment. We hung around and did other things until we went over to saras apartment. At saras apartment people playes Beer pong and I had a screwdriver and it was fabu. Around 10 Steve arrived and Kae Lani, Justin, and Antoine decided to go off to Main street but I didnt go because I felt bad that Steve would have been alone. The night carried on and eventually Kae Lani, Justin, and Toinifer came back and we had a good night.... At least I think we did haha.
Saturday... Hmmmm. Oh! Saturday I woke up and I didnt have a head ache or anything which was pretty sweet considering the circumstances and I ended up going to the mall with Justin. He got some wire for his Speakers and some CD's and again... I dont think I got anything. When we came back we went to the Student Center to eat and than we departed. When I got back to my apartment, Jaime was watching Clerks 2 and so I joined her and it was just awesome. I love that movie because most of the places in the movie are anywhere from 5-20 minutes from my house. After that... Tiyana came over and we chatted for a while to catch up on each others lives and than I went over to my friend Debs again and we watched chick flicks until everyone fell asleep and I snuck out.
Sunday... (today) I woke up and watched RENT and I had forgotten how sad of a movie it was so I cried a little bit and than I decided to do my laundry. When I was going back to get food and do some homework I was joined by Justin and we ate together. After that we went to Shoprite where I saw Tiyana and than left. I dropped my shtuff off at my apartment and went to Justins to pick up an ether net chord which isnt working at the moment and we watched the Banger Sisters. Now im sitting in the computer lab about ready to go to Tiyanas to decorate her room.
Some random thoughts and other junk.
So last year as many of you know I was kind of quiet and reserved because I was flat out afraid of what people thought of me. This year I feel like I have done a 180 where I am always talking and I feel like sometimes I am pushing myself a little bit to not be the way I was last year. I dont know if you all notice is but I feel it and I feel really annoying. If im not than thats awesome but I just need to find a happy medium and I will achieve that in time.
It seems like the entire world... or at least a good amount of people that I know on facebook are now in relationships... as of today or within the past 4 days. I dont know what the hell that is but I need to take some tips or something from those people.
Oh and about talking about people lately... I do apologize because I have been talking about it too much ... Im even annoying myself and sometimes I just use it as a conversation filler. I need to calm down with all of that.
I will leave you with some lyrics that explain how things have been in the past few months.
Thank you Brandi Carlile.
I don't hang around that place no more I'm tired of wearing circles in the floor And I don't carry myself very well I've gotten so much braver Can you tell I'm happy Can't you see I'm alright But I miss you Amber Lee
See you all for now...
The apple of your eye
Thursday night I went to my friends Deb and Jills apartment for Beer fest. I had a sip of Natural Ice but it tasted like ass so I didnt drink a whole one and than I had two sips of some kind of Malibu something and I was happy. For anyone who has never had malibu.. It smells like sun tan lotion. Ok.. So nothing really happened that night other than that.. I went back to my apartment and of course everyone was sleeping so I had to be all quiet but it was alright.
Friday! I had a 9 o' clock class and than I waited around for Kae Lani to finish up with her ish so that we could go and do what we needed to do. Around 12 we met up and went off to her house so she could get her stuff together and than we headed off to the mall. At the mall she bought some awesome clothes and I dont really think I bought anything. From the mall we went to my apartment and I helped her straighten her hair. That took quite a while but it was sooooo worth it because it looked awesome. We started to get hungry so we went to PB's and got some eats and than headed over to Justins apartment. We hung around and did other things until we went over to saras apartment. At saras apartment people playes Beer pong and I had a screwdriver and it was fabu. Around 10 Steve arrived and Kae Lani, Justin, and Antoine decided to go off to Main street but I didnt go because I felt bad that Steve would have been alone. The night carried on and eventually Kae Lani, Justin, and Toinifer came back and we had a good night.... At least I think we did haha.
Saturday... Hmmmm. Oh! Saturday I woke up and I didnt have a head ache or anything which was pretty sweet considering the circumstances and I ended up going to the mall with Justin. He got some wire for his Speakers and some CD's and again... I dont think I got anything. When we came back we went to the Student Center to eat and than we departed. When I got back to my apartment, Jaime was watching Clerks 2 and so I joined her and it was just awesome. I love that movie because most of the places in the movie are anywhere from 5-20 minutes from my house. After that... Tiyana came over and we chatted for a while to catch up on each others lives and than I went over to my friend Debs again and we watched chick flicks until everyone fell asleep and I snuck out.
Sunday... (today) I woke up and watched RENT and I had forgotten how sad of a movie it was so I cried a little bit and than I decided to do my laundry. When I was going back to get food and do some homework I was joined by Justin and we ate together. After that we went to Shoprite where I saw Tiyana and than left. I dropped my shtuff off at my apartment and went to Justins to pick up an ether net chord which isnt working at the moment and we watched the Banger Sisters. Now im sitting in the computer lab about ready to go to Tiyanas to decorate her room.
Some random thoughts and other junk.
So last year as many of you know I was kind of quiet and reserved because I was flat out afraid of what people thought of me. This year I feel like I have done a 180 where I am always talking and I feel like sometimes I am pushing myself a little bit to not be the way I was last year. I dont know if you all notice is but I feel it and I feel really annoying. If im not than thats awesome but I just need to find a happy medium and I will achieve that in time.
It seems like the entire world... or at least a good amount of people that I know on facebook are now in relationships... as of today or within the past 4 days. I dont know what the hell that is but I need to take some tips or something from those people.
Oh and about talking about people lately... I do apologize because I have been talking about it too much ... Im even annoying myself and sometimes I just use it as a conversation filler. I need to calm down with all of that.
I will leave you with some lyrics that explain how things have been in the past few months.
Thank you Brandi Carlile.
I don't hang around that place no more I'm tired of wearing circles in the floor And I don't carry myself very well I've gotten so much braver Can you tell I'm happy Can't you see I'm alright But I miss you Amber Lee
See you all for now...
The apple of your eye
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Back to school....
Ok so as you may know already... I am back to school.
Sunday was kind of hectic because everyone was moving in but I feel like I got a lot accomplished. I left my house around 11 but didnt get to school until a while later because there was a lot of traffic and it takes an hour and a half as it is. When I got there is was kind of awkward because Im not used to being at school and there was just an auora (sp). So after I moved in and got all of my groceries I helped heather make dinner and listened to her and her friends talk about things that kind of bothered me. I kind of felt like a 13th wheel in the whole deal. I mean .... I know her friends but Im not really friends with any of them. So after dinner, I went to my friend Debbies apartment and we had malibu bay breezes or somethnig and it was very good to see them again. When I left their apartment, I went over to Justins and we play guitar for a few seconds and we trudged over to the rec center where we took a weird picture thing. After that we went to wal*mart and justin Kae Lani and Antoine played jokes on the people walking around. I didnt do anything because I cant keep a straight face. Im not allowed to use his camera anymore either.
I dont feel like tying up the other days because im lazy and everything seems to have morphed into one LONG day.
Today I started classes and it just feels really weird to be back. When im in choir I feel kind of out of place and actually all together I feel sort of out of place. I dont know whats going on but I hope that everything fixes itself soon.
I hate that when I talk there are awkward pauses or that I can never say what im really thinking. Everything with me is anti-climactic and its so annoying. I always know what im trying to say but it never comes out quite right. I know I complain a lot and im sorry.. Im trying to fix it.. Im also sorry that im always ranting about people and I feel like im making things worse instead of better. I wish I always had something interesting to say.
Frustrated.
Sunday was kind of hectic because everyone was moving in but I feel like I got a lot accomplished. I left my house around 11 but didnt get to school until a while later because there was a lot of traffic and it takes an hour and a half as it is. When I got there is was kind of awkward because Im not used to being at school and there was just an auora (sp). So after I moved in and got all of my groceries I helped heather make dinner and listened to her and her friends talk about things that kind of bothered me. I kind of felt like a 13th wheel in the whole deal. I mean .... I know her friends but Im not really friends with any of them. So after dinner, I went to my friend Debbies apartment and we had malibu bay breezes or somethnig and it was very good to see them again. When I left their apartment, I went over to Justins and we play guitar for a few seconds and we trudged over to the rec center where we took a weird picture thing. After that we went to wal*mart and justin Kae Lani and Antoine played jokes on the people walking around. I didnt do anything because I cant keep a straight face. Im not allowed to use his camera anymore either.
I dont feel like tying up the other days because im lazy and everything seems to have morphed into one LONG day.
Today I started classes and it just feels really weird to be back. When im in choir I feel kind of out of place and actually all together I feel sort of out of place. I dont know whats going on but I hope that everything fixes itself soon.
I hate that when I talk there are awkward pauses or that I can never say what im really thinking. Everything with me is anti-climactic and its so annoying. I always know what im trying to say but it never comes out quite right. I know I complain a lot and im sorry.. Im trying to fix it.. Im also sorry that im always ranting about people and I feel like im making things worse instead of better. I wish I always had something interesting to say.
Frustrated.
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