Sorry

Ok so again.. I havent written in a really long time and right now I dont have much time to write but I figured I would update.

Choir is over pretty much and the kid I like from choir and I have been talking a little bit more. Its kind of like whenever I see him on campus i have a small conversation with him but whatever. I got him to see Carmen on the night that I was singing my part. Thats another thing that has been going on lately ....Carmen. The first weekend is over and it went very well. This week is the last full week of classes. This summer I am planning on living in south Jersey and im going to get a job on campus painting or cleaning up other peoples shit. I hope that the people I am supposed to live with get their stuff together so that I can have a place to live. If i dont live in the apartment complex im supposed to live in... maybe ill just live in my friends house for the summer. ......... I dont know what else to write right now. I have to go to German.

ADIOS!!! ;)

Updates

So I havent written in here for a while so I would write something since I have a minute.

Since Spring Break, I have lost 10lbs. which is very exciting for me. I have been going to the gym regularly and eating better and I feel a lot more free and able to move. Its a good feeling.

Carmen rehearsals have been non-stop but I found out on tuesday night that I am going to be in the opening night cast and I started to cry. All of these important people are coming on the first night and theyre going to have a dinner before hand and stuff. Its a big deal. Oh by the way... if i didnt write this already, my part is frasquita, carmens friend. Carmen has stressed me out sooooooo much but lately it is doing nothing but good things for me. First off, it has reassured me that singing is something that I really love to do an I dont know what I would do or be if it wasnt a part of my life. Second, we needed extra guys for our ensemble so I announced it in choir and the kid that I sort of like was the only person who was interested so we started talking and hopefully we will become friends or more. Whatever.. im always down to make new friends.

Choir is stressing me out like no other. Our professor thinks that the class is the only important thing that we will ever do so he over works us. At the same time, I like the fact that he pushes us because it tests our limits.

Tonight I am singing for some church choir for 25 dollars which is a lot of money right now...to me at least. I love doing small church jobs because they are easy. You go in for 2 hours, do something you enjoy doing and get PAID!!

Adios amigos