BWAHAHAHA

Awww... so this actually just happened and I wanted to document it before I forgot or something.

Back Story: I started working at one of the music faculties churches this past semester. It was about half way in I am a soprano in it.

Almost everytime that I went into church rehearsal I would be coming straight from the gym or if I was going to church I would have rolled out of bed an drove there half asleep with make-up all over my face. Well there are these high school boys that work in the church and one of them is Scott. Scott is a cutie but he is also my little brothers age. Every time I would see him he would always give me compliments "You look beautiful today...You look raveshing (sp)... blah blah blah." The last time I went to church I was in Carmen the day before and he came to see it. I sat next to him in church and he wrote to me that my eyes were stunning lol.

So today about 5 minutes ago he asked me if i wanted to go to a movie or dinner some time and .... I said sure but that I work a lot. I dont want to hurt the poor kids feelings. Hes a little off but hes really nice so I dont know. I just thought it was funny.

It sucks because I never attract the kind of people that I like. I attract the biggest Nerds I have ever met.

Its flattering but annoying.

Well that was my entertainment for today.

Adios

Azul Anaranjado Verde

I should be getting ready right now but im not. I have a job interview at Sams at 10:30. I dont know what to do because i already have the awesome job on campus painting and stuff but Sams pays a dollar or more and hour. I figure if sams is going to give me the same or more hours ill take that job but if theyre going to give me shit hours ill just tell them i can work nights and weekends and keep both jobs. I think that was a run on sentence. After my interview im going to the gym with kim and running on the treadmill. I love that thing.

Thanks for reading..

The crazy one

May 15, 2009

Im sitting here in the Mimosa lab not wanting to finish watching my movie because that means I have to go back to my apartment and be bored.

I moved in today after graduation which was long but today I loved my seat. we had a ceremony yesterday for the Graduate students and I sat all the way at the end with my friend Corrie. Don't get me wrong... I love Corrie and I enjoyed sitting next to her but today my seat was just lovely. I sat near the kid I sort of like. I dont even know how I feel about him and I really shouldn't decide until I know him better. ALSO the summer is here and I wont see him for like three months so I will figure things out when we get back to school. Him and I walked to my car today and just had a little conversation about summer jobs and what not and parted ways. Nothing spectacular but it was nice.

So yeah.. Im living in south jersey this summer. I dont know what to expect. I got the job that I applied for so I will be painting monday thru thursday from 7:30 to 5 and hopefully it whips my ass into shape. That would be so nice to get paid to do something I enjoy and the result is losing weight. Ah...

I just feel so emotionless.....

whatever...

Peace

Wow...

So its the end of the semester for me and  I am sitting in the music library writing this blog. I leave on sunday so that should be fun. I leave sunday and come back on wednesday during the day so that I can be ready for graduation thursday. 

This summer I was going to live in my apartment that I was supposed to be getting to live in with three other people. I have no idea what's going on now. There are so many ideas running through my head as to what is actually going to happen. I applied for a job on campus during the summer painting which will be fun if I get it. There were 97 applicants and 14 positions so if I get the spot it will be nice to know that they really liked me. Painting everyday will be a good source of excercize too. the hours are like 7 or 7:30 to 5 with an hour for lunch. Thats going to be NUTS!!! but I have to get the job first lol. If I don't get the job I hope to get a job at Sams club. They pay a lot better than the job at home and they pay better than the on campus job so that would be nice. If none of that works out maybe ill just work at home during the summer. I fuckin hate that place with an undying passion and I hate all of the people that I work with. I really hope it doesn't come to that but we will see.

This year has been crazy. I have had ups and downs and learned a whole lot about myself and how strong and weak I am in many places in my life. I've fought with my friends about really stupid stuff and I have made up with them the next day. I have also given myself some time to evaluate my friendships because sometimes people take advantage of me and I dont realize it until later. People continue to do it but I am getting better at dealing with it. I really dont want any drama in my life and some people just pack it on there. This summer will be a true test as to my tolerance for some people and how much they are willing to change for what they want. 

The boy I like doesnt like me. I dont know this for cold hard fact but I can just feel it. Whatever... there are other fish in the sea as they say. 

I dont know what else to write right now.  

Until next time... 

Make love, not war.