Time passes and people change

It has been about half a year since I have written or even looked at this blog and....damn. six months can change a person a whole TON!

As of September 30th, I have a boyfriend. His name is Matt and he is from Matawan. We both have the same birthday but he is two years younger. He is not my normal "type" but he makes me happy so we shall see. I can only see the good in the world.

I dont know what else to write right now... until next time I guess.

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paradigm shift

I need a paradigm shift really badly. I need to start standing up for myself because the path that I am creating for myself is just not a healthy one. I eat too much. I move too little. I keep all of my thoughts inside. When my friends talk I listen whole heartedly and they never listen. Why do I allow myself to go through these things. Im killing myself inside and out.