My blogs are always too long.

IM GOING TO BE AN AUNT!
My best friend is having a baby and she said that I can be one of the aunts. Im kind of scared but also excited for her. Shes only 18 and she just graduated from HS. She has her whole life in front of her and im scared that she wont be able to live her life because she has a child. Things will work out though because she has her parents to help her out.

I started my job two days ago and it is so easy but not at the same time. I just have to stand there and do the cashier thing but i get so tired of just standing there and some people are so rude. Its also kind of nerve wracking because in the store, they sell alcohol and cigarettes and I have to tell whether I think someone is of age to buy the stuff. Whenever someone comes over and has alcohol or wants cigarettes I think about the time I went to the quikie mark and bought cigarettes at the age of 18 when the age is 19. Even though it was one year difference... the guy didnt card me. Whatever I guess. I just dont want to go to jail.

I always feel like awkward people are attracted to me. Now ... when I say attracted to me I mean it in both ways like "sexually" and just like friendship wise. Today for example, I was working at this one register for a half hour at the end of my shift and the kid next to me was a little off. Every time I wasnt ringing someone up he was talking to me about how long ive been working there and other random stuff that I just kind of smiled at and ignored. He said one thing to me that made me go .... wtf is this kid talking about. He goes "your just three steps below me." and I thought... Im not below you... at all.....So I turned to him and asked what he meant by that. Now... ive never met this kid in my life until like 5 minutes before i had this little conversation with him. He goes "On the schedule, you are three spots below me." .....? How the ...WHy.... ????... Why does he know that? Ive never even seen my own schedule let alone would I know the names of the people around me. It freaked me out a little bit. I think that people who are a little bit off see that im a push over and they feel comfortable and accepted or something... Or maybe they will just talk to anyone ...even themselves and hope that someone answers..

Confusion.

Peace to your mama

Stephanie-son The ninja