Tuesday, July 22, 2008

exhale

So im going to do something that seems to be kind of popular on facebook and what not but its going to be on here rather than facebook. Im going to just blurt out random things that are on my mind about people and or about life and maybe ill feel better. Dont take anything personally and chances are if its something bad .... that person wont be reading it.

- I miss you more than I can put into words. You live way too far for me to drive there and back and I dont have time to see you.

- You are going to pay for your bad choices and I feel really bad for you. I do love you but I am scared about your future.

-I hate you with every fiber of my being. I wish I didnt know you.

- You are the most attention hungry person I have ever met in my entire life and sometimes the thought of you makes me physically sick.

- I really hope that we become better friends. I think your a great person... but you had bad cicumstances.

- Im trying to help you but I dont know how to get through to you. I guess I will just keep trying.

- You are an amazing person and its a shame because no one will ever know.

- I love your spirit. I need more people like you in my life.

- I need a strong drink.

- Even though almost every encounter I have ever had with you made me uncomfortable I appreciate everything you have done for me. You have helped me a lot.

- I see right through you even though I dont totally get you.

- I try to see the good in people before I see the bad.

- Its really a shame that you think im a liar.

-I hate liars.

- You have an excellent voice but your personality makes you suck.

- Until I got to college I felt like I was walking in clouds and I didnt really understand much of anything.

- You will never suceed and I dont know what people see in you.

- You are a cool guy but you can come off as an asshole. I dont know whether or not to trust you.

- I dont trust many people.

- You are not a doormat.

- Sometimes I feel like the most self centered and obnoxious bitch in the world.

- I wish people would tell me bad and good things about my personality so I can make positive changes.



Thats all I can think of right now. You will probably be able to figure out what one goes to certain people. If your bored... take a stab at it. Oh and that last one about the good and bad about my personality... I was serious

4 comments:

JChazU said...

Hmm. I think I might be the bad circumstances one, though I could see myself also being the cool guy who comes off as an asshole. I think the spirit one is Kae Lani. Heather could be a few of 'em, but as far as I know you two are on good terms so that would throw off my guess, so my first guess is the fourth one and my backup is #2. I think Will is the excellent voice one, though that could also be that girl you and him were talking about in Kae Lani's car.

You're not obnoxious, but I did hear you say that whole "I have a friend with a baby named Karma, so people are going to say 'Karma's a bitch'" thing at least three times lol. And since it seems like you really are interested in self-improvement I can try to help out =].

Sometimes you seem a little timid in conversation or when hanging out, like you're afraid that we'll judge you or something. It's very subtle and I might even be way off base; it was just a little vibe I get sometimes.

"Self-centered" and "bitch" are two of the last words that I would ever use to describe you. I think you're used to giving all the time and now that you're focusing on yourself, you feel like you're being self-centered but you're not used to the contrast. If anything I would say that you should be more bitchy lol. But then again I know there's always a whole lot that goes through people's heads so if you secretly cuss me out everytime you see me, then yes, you are a bitch lol.

I'm sorry that you have a hard time trusting people, but I know exactly what thats like. Just know that I consider you to be very trustworthy. Maybe I didn't at one point due to different things that Heather had said but I have no problem with putting my trust in you; hopefully you can do the same with me.

I guess positive advice would be to just do what makes you happy! Be spontaneous. Stand up for yourself and what you believe in. Don't be afraid to get loud! Try not to be self-conscious. Your friends accept you completely. And dammit, sing when you're around me! lol

And I got a hearty laugh out of "I need a strong drink".

Hang in there Steph!

=P

Kae Lani said...

OH MAN!! I'm so bad at guesses... I have no idea which one is me.. maybe the one about hating me with ever fiber.. LULZ! jk.. You'll have to tell me sometime who is who, cause now I'm curious...

Also, you are the farthest thing from self-centered and/or bitch... I think people are just jealous of your awesomeness and are trying to make you feel that way. But just remember, deep down in your heart of hearts, you know the truth! AND AT THE END OF THE DAYYYYYY... It's just you, so you do what you gotta do. werd.

Antoine said...

You're such a self-centered bitch! Not really I just wanted to be different. I happen to love you and think you're amazing. I need to know which one is me (if any) Also I need to know which ones are about people I know...

Coco said...

I know which one I am!!! An i happen to LOVE it!!!
I promise this year will be different I will visit more offen even if i go to your school I dont care as long as I get to see you an Clairessa an the baby an maybe Ron lol..
Love always
Coco :-)