This summer I was going to live in my apartment that I was supposed to be getting to live in with three other people. I have no idea what's going on now. There are so many ideas running through my head as to what is actually going to happen. I applied for a job on campus during the summer painting which will be fun if I get it. There were 97 applicants and 14 positions so if I get the spot it will be nice to know that they really liked me. Painting everyday will be a good source of excercize too. the hours are like 7 or 7:30 to 5 with an hour for lunch. Thats going to be NUTS!!! but I have to get the job first lol. If I don't get the job I hope to get a job at Sams club. They pay a lot better than the job at home and they pay better than the on campus job so that would be nice. If none of that works out maybe ill just work at home during the summer. I fuckin hate that place with an undying passion and I hate all of the people that I work with. I really hope it doesn't come to that but we will see.
This year has been crazy. I have had ups and downs and learned a whole lot about myself and how strong and weak I am in many places in my life. I've fought with my friends about really stupid stuff and I have made up with them the next day. I have also given myself some time to evaluate my friendships because sometimes people take advantage of me and I dont realize it until later. People continue to do it but I am getting better at dealing with it. I really dont want any drama in my life and some people just pack it on there. This summer will be a true test as to my tolerance for some people and how much they are willing to change for what they want.
The boy I like doesnt like me. I dont know this for cold hard fact but I can just feel it. Whatever... there are other fish in the sea as they say.
I dont know what else to write right now.
Until next time...
Make love, not war.
1 comment:
lulz.. if you werk at Sam's club, i'll see you all the time..
my parents love that joint.
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