Monday, September 20, 2010

Men are confusing

I have a new crush ...but this is a legit one. I work with him and we are constantly flirting. I dont know if he is just a flirt or if he actually likes me. I work with him tomorrow and I cant wait to go to work. Thats scary... when I cant wait to get to work. I already invited him to come to the graffiti party on thursday but idk if he will come. Ill remind him about it tomorrow and possibly give him my number in case he gets lost or something.

Ill repost soon to update and see if he is a douche or if he is actually a nice guy.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

News flash

I just re-read some of the entries that I wrote at the end of last year and god damn was I a pansy lol... I did go through a lot of shit last year that fogged my brain but so far.. im all better. Yes I have my moments which I never let out but I have come to the conclusion that they are just moments.. they will pass.

I have to hurry up and write because I have spinning in a few minutes.

I am totally different from what I used to be. I am a lot more outgoing and I want to experience everything good bad and inbetween. This fact scares the ever-loving shit out of me. The bad could potentially ruin my life....the good could too. Its all a matter of how you look at it. Im having Dinner with Jeli tonight and im going to talk to her about it. She knows that if I say I need to talk about something that its something legit..I hope so anyway.

OH! we moved into the new house. I have my own room. we had two parties already this semester.. both on fridays and I already have a crush for the time being. I dont know why I do these things to myself. He MAY be gay which would be really funny on my part. I kind of screwed myself over with him this first time I met him but I just want to get to know him and see what kind of life he has lead. I just love getting to know people and hearing about their experiences. He seems like he has a lot of baggage. I love baggage though.

Time will tell.. Just go with the flow and roll with the punches. The things that you need will come to you and if they dont well...then I guess youre fucked haha. Nah. youll just learn how to deal with the things you have.

Off to slim myself down at dee gym. PEACE