I just re-read some of the entries that I wrote at the end of last year and god damn was I a pansy lol... I did go through a lot of shit last year that fogged my brain but so far.. im all better. Yes I have my moments which I never let out but I have come to the conclusion that they are just moments.. they will pass.
I have to hurry up and write because I have spinning in a few minutes.
I am totally different from what I used to be. I am a lot more outgoing and I want to experience everything good bad and inbetween. This fact scares the ever-loving shit out of me. The bad could potentially ruin my life....the good could too. Its all a matter of how you look at it. Im having Dinner with Jeli tonight and im going to talk to her about it. She knows that if I say I need to talk about something that its something legit..I hope so anyway.
OH! we moved into the new house. I have my own room. we had two parties already this semester.. both on fridays and I already have a crush for the time being. I dont know why I do these things to myself. He MAY be gay which would be really funny on my part. I kind of screwed myself over with him this first time I met him but I just want to get to know him and see what kind of life he has lead. I just love getting to know people and hearing about their experiences. He seems like he has a lot of baggage. I love baggage though.
Time will tell.. Just go with the flow and roll with the punches. The things that you need will come to you and if they dont well...then I guess youre fucked haha. Nah. youll just learn how to deal with the things you have.
Off to slim myself down at dee gym. PEACE
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