The girl behind the mask

I have 15 minutes to write this blog because I have my acting final but I have to make copies of things so I have to rush bit... this blog might be in two parts.

Yesterday I had tutoring, I worked with Bette than I worked with my scene partner on the scene im going to be performing in like 45 minutes. When I was done working, I went over to the little cafeteria downstairs and ate with Jill and Deb. We had some Nachos and stuff and went to Deb and Jills to watch some movies. While the movies were on, we were having conversations and my vegetarianism always seems to come up. I dont know why. Anyway .... we had a long discussion about that and that conversation turned into something about euthanasia (sp). For the first time in my friendship with them I felt like I was having a real conversation about something that really mattered in the world. (I feel like im being very general but I will come back and fill in the gaps when I have more time.) As we were having this conversation I really realized how messed up the world is. You have a guy who kills someone, gets convicted, and goes to death row. As I see it... I dont think that death row should exist. I dont think and eye for an eye is the way it should be. The person that goes to death row is going to sit in a cell for the rest of their time and than they are going to be killed... they are going to be killed for killing someone else. When does the cycle end? The government says its ok therefore its ok? I dont think so.. A jury says yes this man has committed a crime therefore we are going to send him somewhere to have the same thing done to him that got him in there in the first place. I dont know if that made sense... but it did in my head... and thats all that matters here. I think that the people that kill people or commit horrible crimes should be test dummies for the rest of their lives. Instead of testing medications on animals and things of that nature, put these criminals to work. Most medications are pulled off of the shelves because animals are unreliable test subjects. Animals dont have the same genetic make up as humans do so why would you test a medication that you are going to give to a human on an animal? Some peoples logic is so fuckin stupid.

I will elaborate a little more later... maybe.

I must be off to do my acting final. UGH

One more day of finals :/

Peace


I wrote more earlier but my computer freaked out on me and I lost all of my new stuff... I am annoyed by that but you cant change it. It always sucks when stuff like that happens though because you come back to try and write it all over again and it is never quite the same. Oh well...

I dont feel like writing anything ground breaking or exciting right now. The stuff I wrote before was really juicy stuff and I felt like is was going to give people a real idea of how my mind worked and stuff like that but whatever. You will have to hear my thoughts sometime in the future.

Basically... if you have ANY questions about any part of my life... just ask. I would rather people ask me a question than to assume.