Monday, February 23, 2009

Dreaming

I have been having CRAZY dreams lately. I guess its because I have so much on my mind and I guess I am only dealing with it when I dont really have a choice. Last night, I had a dream that Iw as at Debs apartment and everyone was over and she was sitting on the couch and she asked sara to clean her apartment. Sara said no and they remained friends. When she asked me to clean and I said no she freaked out and I left. That is just one of the many dreams that I have been having lately.

My blog is international and that makes me smile. Someone from Australia left me a long comment on my 40 things about me blog and they gave some really good advice.

I have changed for people so many times but people never seem to budge. A friendship is a two way street and requires input on both sides. I am scared of being myself and speaking my mind around some people out of fear of being ridiculed and attacked. Screw that dude. Totally not cool.
People still owe me money and im tired of the excuses.

Why are so many of my friends really manipulative?

I will leave with that.

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