Sunday, March 1, 2009

the edge

im getting pushed to the edge. people are pushing my buttons and there is only so much more that i can take until i explode. dont fucking explode at me again and dont blame me for your shitty personality.

this is another thought that ive been having lately. no im not suicidal. i just wonder what people would say about me at my funeral. people dont realize what they have until its gone so i wonder how people really feel about me. they take my for granted.

if i had the money i would take all of my important belongings and leave. i dont know where it is that i would go but i would go there without looking back.

41. i have the patience of a saint.

42. no one knows the real me. i like to keep it that way.

today i finally friended the kid i like and he messaged me right away. i dont know if he likes me back or if he is just a really friendly kid. im going with the latter.

1 comment:

Coco said...

I cant believe you actually read my blog lol. i feel so specail! AN yes you can take what ever you would like form my blog I promise i wont sue you fro copy rights lol..
I am sitting in Goverment being really bored!!! Ihad school and I feel like you in this post! I just want to punch everyone in the face somtimes!
love always
Coco~