It has been brought to my attention that my issues with holding things back are worse then I thought. Im pretty sure im a complete social retard so the fact that I have friends is sort of a shock to me. Im coming to terms with the other fact that im probably going to be alone for the rest of my life. I mean.. thats a pretty powerful statement but i really believe it. If I could just somehow verge my sober self with part of my drunk self I would be alright.. but i dont know how to do that.
I have a crush on a guy who im almost positive is gay. Im never going to finish school. Somehow I am managing to make my mom believe that im ok but in actuality im out of my mind. I guess im getting better at hiding it. Something has to give...
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