Tuesday, August 25, 2009

figure this

The king and I is making an impact on my life right now. There is a song from that show that is entitled "We kiss in a shadow" and the lyrics and close to how my life is going.
They are as follows:
We kiss in a shadow we hide from the moon
our meetings are few and over too soon
we speak in a whisper afraid to be heard when people are near we speak not a word.

I have a few theories about him. I just want to document them for when i figure out who he really is. I want to be able to come back and be like.. see I thought that a long time ago.
1. He is really insecure and doesnt like to call people. Likes to get invited to places. Is afraid people wont like him for who his family is. Is still uncomfortable with events from the past.
2. He is a huge dick and doesnt know how to commit. He always feels the need to have a girlfriend even if he has no emotional attachment to them. He wants to be wanted.

Those two theories can sort of co-exist within each other also. If someone is insecure they can be an asshole to push people away. Also, if something happened in his life where he was abandoned or felt alone, he would want someone to want him. Primarily a female figure. Maybe his mom screwed him over.

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