I feel lost. but found at the same time. Nothing can ever come together at the same time. I feel like personally i have figured out who I am. professionally....im scared shitless.
im going to school for opera performance. my degree means nothing in the real world. I feel like Rowan isnt giving me the best training possible but i cant leave. FUCK! i feel like my life is going somewhere but no where really fast...all at once. im so confused. i dont know what to do. i dont know if im good enough to make it. I just want time to stop soemtimes. I want time to figure out what im doing. i dont want to be wasting peoples money or time by going through the process of getting this worthless degree if im not convinced im good enough.
random and morbid. I want bagpipes at my funeral
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