This is my mind. My life. This is me.

Im sitting here on my couch in my apartment and no one is home. Im sitting here just thinking about a million things but nothing in particular. Im working soon. 4:30.

I just got back yesterday from the camping trip and I had so much fun. We hiked for about five miles and I got to go underneath a waterfall. The waterfall was off of the path but it was so beautiful that I couldn't resist. The countryside was just breath taking. I would love to have a house out there just for small vacations. It is almost too secluded for me. There was no cell phone service where we were staying. You had to go 10 miles to the small town to get service. I dont know why i cant form complete thoughts on this blog anymore. Im shocked i'm still writing in it.

I talked to Scott today. I saw his show on Thursday after I had dinner with Rebecca and Amber. The show pleasantly surprised me. It was sooooo good and Scott was sooooo good. He recently sprained his ankle and so he used a cane during the show. I felt so bad for him and I just wanted to help him out someway but of course I couldn't.

I hate the internet sometimes because it is so hard to really understand what people are saying and how they are saying it. I talked to Scott earlier and sometimes when I talk to him I just get this weird feeling that he doesn't want to be talking to me at all. I feel like im making so many mistakes or saying really stupid things but they are coming from me. That is who I am. so I guess its a take it or leave it situation.

I read through a few of the blogs that I have written in the past and it is just so funny to see how i felt only a few months ago. I am constantly changing. everyday becoming more and more of the person I want to be. I am still very very unsure about where I am going to end up but right now, I am enjoying the ride.

School starts in a month and I really need to start learning my music. I think I have looked through one of my pieces twice this whole summer. I have about 9 songs that I need to learn before school starts. Shit.

Well,... that is my small update for now..

Until next time strangers.