Thursday, December 2, 2010

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this is what my mind feels like right now. i dont feel anything nor do I care to do anything. when i think there is the smallest chance to feel anything and have some kind of salvation from myself in my life the opportunity gets crushed because I fuck everything up.

Im dying. everything that happens in my life ends up being something really stupid. I dont want to do this anymore. i cant even begin to explain how i feel right.

Ill probably feel better tomorrow once i sleep and shower. but the fact that these thoughts are flowing around in my head right now is not a good sign.

fuck it

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